I was feeling a little emo during the long weekend break (took off on Mon and Tue) I had last week. I was thinking hard of the path I wanna create. Was it a carreer woman that I am looking for or just someone who works for a living/past-time? I had a great chat with the boyfriend to further understand what he sees in me and wants in me and SADLY... my tai tai life was DASHED! Let's just say that he doesn't want his wife to be a huang lian po and despite the effort of ensuring that I will NOT BE ONE even if I am jobless.. he still says NO!
I was feeling down as I could feel the stress level increasing at work. I had to learn a great deal of stuff on my own and on top of that.. I had to create a relationship with so many colleagues. It's not that I hate what I am doing.. just that many a times... I don't even feel myself at all. I don't even talk/behave like myself when I make small little talks with them. I felt more like..... ermm.... A LAO CHARBOR! My comical side just doesnt seems to portray at all in the OFFICE!
But well.. I'm still surviving well at work with my great manager who helps me alot. Life would probably be worst without such great help from her. Friends.. and readers.. please do me a big biggie favour.. DATE ME OUT MORE OFTEN so that I can release more stress after work! :)
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
I do miss
I do miss..
-those times when I can sleep late in the night without worrying abt work the next day
-those times when I head out late in the night without worrying if I would look like a zombie at work
-those times when I had no worries before heading to my lala land
-those times when I can have late night chat with anyone without bothering about my dark circles
-those times when I can spend romantic weekdays with my love
-those times when all I talk about is school, exams and RELATIONSHIPS
-those times when I camp myself in the library to mug with close friends
-those times when I can watch tv programs with mummy
-those times when I can have home cook lunch made by mummy
-those times when I bum around on my bed with tidbits beside me
-those times when I can shop ard town without having people squeezing around with me
-those times when I can head to the pool with the bf to enjoy the sunny scorching sun
-those times when I can plan for holidays without fearing of not getting my leaves approved
-those times when I can have ban mian as long as I want
-those times when I hogged onto MSN and gets a reply instanteously from friends
Oh well.. tell me when can I get to enjoy such lovely moments again? Probably 10 years from now and that will probably make me 35? I start to question myself what I really want and perceive in life? I have a good job now in a good company but frankly, am I really happy? Why am I always being so pessimistic in life? I seriously need some aid/help to make a better and stronger person. I wanna be one of those who heads to work with a happy look and puts on a smile even when crisis happens. Friends.. please tell me how on earth am I suppose to do that?
-those times when I can sleep late in the night without worrying abt work the next day
-those times when I head out late in the night without worrying if I would look like a zombie at work
-those times when I had no worries before heading to my lala land
-those times when I can have late night chat with anyone without bothering about my dark circles
-those times when I can spend romantic weekdays with my love
-those times when all I talk about is school, exams and RELATIONSHIPS
-those times when I camp myself in the library to mug with close friends
-those times when I can watch tv programs with mummy
-those times when I can have home cook lunch made by mummy
-those times when I bum around on my bed with tidbits beside me
-those times when I can shop ard town without having people squeezing around with me
-those times when I can head to the pool with the bf to enjoy the sunny scorching sun
-those times when I can plan for holidays without fearing of not getting my leaves approved
-those times when I can have ban mian as long as I want
-those times when I hogged onto MSN and gets a reply instanteously from friends
Oh well.. tell me when can I get to enjoy such lovely moments again? Probably 10 years from now and that will probably make me 35? I start to question myself what I really want and perceive in life? I have a good job now in a good company but frankly, am I really happy? Why am I always being so pessimistic in life? I seriously need some aid/help to make a better and stronger person. I wanna be one of those who heads to work with a happy look and puts on a smile even when crisis happens. Friends.. please tell me how on earth am I suppose to do that?
Thursday, February 10, 2011
My 2011 CNY
So how did all of you spend your CNY? Hope all you had a great time! My 2011 CNY was rather great. I spend Chu Yi visiting all my relatives and I was glad that baby came along. I had to leave early that day so that I can have a good rest for my KL trip the next day. YES.. I was at KL for the rest of my holi.
Darling's dad had gotten me a ticket to KL with them during CNY. Nope.. it isn't for visiting but for.. serious business of SHOPPING! I was glad that I went along with them as I got to understand the parents and brothers slightly better. Shopping at KL was great but things there are slightly more expensive than SPORE I feel. I manage to get a few clothes and some Vincci shoes which I simply adore so much.
The journey back home was really bad. The jam was so bad that our bus couldnt reach on time at 2.30pm.We had to resort to taking a 6.30pm bus instead and only get to reach singapore at.. 2am in the morning.
Net, I was really happy with my CNY this year as it was a little different from how I had celebrated it in the previous few years. Let's hope for the best in the year of RABBIT! :)
Darling's dad had gotten me a ticket to KL with them during CNY. Nope.. it isn't for visiting but for.. serious business of SHOPPING! I was glad that I went along with them as I got to understand the parents and brothers slightly better. Shopping at KL was great but things there are slightly more expensive than SPORE I feel. I manage to get a few clothes and some Vincci shoes which I simply adore so much.
The journey back home was really bad. The jam was so bad that our bus couldnt reach on time at 2.30pm.We had to resort to taking a 6.30pm bus instead and only get to reach singapore at.. 2am in the morning.
Net, I was really happy with my CNY this year as it was a little different from how I had celebrated it in the previous few years. Let's hope for the best in the year of RABBIT! :)
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Finally a time for blogging
I have been really trying hard to scoop up some time for blogging but sadly, it was nowhere to be found. Work has been taking its toll on me as I indulge myself with training, meetings and STRESS! It had been fun with some hipcups here and there but well.. I'm still surviving!
I must agree that at times I do feel like giving up but thinking about how hard I strive to be at where I am now.. I held back. I'm glad that I have a fantastic manager who is willing to shine me with her torch instead of one who is just willing to employ someone who complete her load. :)
It's 6.30 and I'm still stuck in the office. Partly was because the sky is still raining as if it was snowing outside and the other reason was because I had to attend a meeting. It is wierd that I'm not complaining about the overtime but in fact, I am quite looking forward to it.
Darling is finally out in the working society for his internship. It is quite sad that he has to wake up for 5.45am everyday to travel to work but well.. at least he is happy with it. I really hope for the best for his 6 mths internship.
Alright.. guess I gtg now! Get myself prepared for the meeting later. Yoo hoo!
I must agree that at times I do feel like giving up but thinking about how hard I strive to be at where I am now.. I held back. I'm glad that I have a fantastic manager who is willing to shine me with her torch instead of one who is just willing to employ someone who complete her load. :)
It's 6.30 and I'm still stuck in the office. Partly was because the sky is still raining as if it was snowing outside and the other reason was because I had to attend a meeting. It is wierd that I'm not complaining about the overtime but in fact, I am quite looking forward to it.
Darling is finally out in the working society for his internship. It is quite sad that he has to wake up for 5.45am everyday to travel to work but well.. at least he is happy with it. I really hope for the best for his 6 mths internship.
Alright.. guess I gtg now! Get myself prepared for the meeting later. Yoo hoo!
Monday, December 27, 2010
A brand new year ahead
Year 2011 is approaching and I'm so excited to do up my resolution for the year 2011!
1. I wanna travel to 3 different places
I will be going to Malaysia during Chu Er with the bf's family members. I know it sounds very cheepo but I'm pretty excited about it aeh.. cause I heard that the hotel that we will be staying is pretty cool! Don't worry... I will snap as many pictures as possible
Then.. I will wish to head to HONG KONG, MACAU and CHINA (all in one) during July for maybe 9 days? I am trying to brush up my cantonese due to this factor! I'm starting on my HK marathons! Hehe! Simply can't wait!
My third country would be TAIWAN again but with darling of course since he kept scolding me for spending so much in Taiwan the previous time! This time.. I hope I am able to travel to the other parts of Taiwan!
2. I wanna afford my FIRST branded bad
Actually, with all the savings I have now.. I am already able to afford one but probably I'm still quite stingy with it! Hehe! And.. I wish I am able to buy the right bag that makes me remember and love it for life! My first branded bag ok?
3. I want to have a good career path
Though I'm already in PnG, I still hope that I am able to sustain longer here and be able to give them WHAT I HAVE IN ME! Seriously, PnG rox big time and I really really hope to be one of them old birds in PnG!
4. I want to have a better relationship
DON'T misunderstand! My bf treats me helluva good but of course.. IT IS NEVER ENOUGH! I hope that we will both understands and love each other more year after year!I really hope he will be able to ace his studies and get into a super duper good co!
5. I WANT EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY TO HAVE GOOD HEALTH
This year had been a really bad year for my mummy's health and so I hope that she is able to live on very healthily in the coming year and of course.. EVERY OTHER YEARS! GOD... I know u are able to do it! Mummy have been rather strong after the operations but I really hope you are able to award her for a better and happier health! :)
6. I want my friends to stay happy!
Being me, I'm always trying in vain to reunite all my friends again but obviously it is harder than I could imagine! Therefore, this explains why I only have a few handful of friends who could stand by me! I am glad for all these friends I have...
Lala - Thanks for being such a dear! I guess it is the common horoscope that brought us so close. Despite the 1 year age gap, I am glad that I am able to learn so much from you! Thanks for everything my dear! I really hope that you will find your Mr right in this VERY year!
Jacyn - *waves* I am glad that even though we seldom meet up much.. I am still one of your priortise list for for ur brides maid! Hehe! Thanks for the few mini meetups and I really truely wish that you will get the bestest relationship in this very year!
Lisa - We met up for... 2 times this year! ( WHAT HAPPEN!!) Alright! I shall forgive you since we have been talking so much on the phone! Hehe! U will be getting onto your successful life soon.. and I am really so happy for you! I am thankful for having you as a bestie.. and please... plan for next year meetup ok? Where's our supposedly monthly meeting? HEhe!
ALright! Now that I am done on my resolutions (though not that done), I shall head back to work right now! Have a great day!
1. I wanna travel to 3 different places
I will be going to Malaysia during Chu Er with the bf's family members. I know it sounds very cheepo but I'm pretty excited about it aeh.. cause I heard that the hotel that we will be staying is pretty cool! Don't worry... I will snap as many pictures as possible
Then.. I will wish to head to HONG KONG, MACAU and CHINA (all in one) during July for maybe 9 days? I am trying to brush up my cantonese due to this factor! I'm starting on my HK marathons! Hehe! Simply can't wait!
My third country would be TAIWAN again but with darling of course since he kept scolding me for spending so much in Taiwan the previous time! This time.. I hope I am able to travel to the other parts of Taiwan!
2. I wanna afford my FIRST branded bad
Actually, with all the savings I have now.. I am already able to afford one but probably I'm still quite stingy with it! Hehe! And.. I wish I am able to buy the right bag that makes me remember and love it for life! My first branded bag ok?
3. I want to have a good career path
Though I'm already in PnG, I still hope that I am able to sustain longer here and be able to give them WHAT I HAVE IN ME! Seriously, PnG rox big time and I really really hope to be one of them old birds in PnG!
4. I want to have a better relationship
DON'T misunderstand! My bf treats me helluva good but of course.. IT IS NEVER ENOUGH! I hope that we will both understands and love each other more year after year!I really hope he will be able to ace his studies and get into a super duper good co!
5. I WANT EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY TO HAVE GOOD HEALTH
This year had been a really bad year for my mummy's health and so I hope that she is able to live on very healthily in the coming year and of course.. EVERY OTHER YEARS! GOD... I know u are able to do it! Mummy have been rather strong after the operations but I really hope you are able to award her for a better and happier health! :)
6. I want my friends to stay happy!
Being me, I'm always trying in vain to reunite all my friends again but obviously it is harder than I could imagine! Therefore, this explains why I only have a few handful of friends who could stand by me! I am glad for all these friends I have...
Lala - Thanks for being such a dear! I guess it is the common horoscope that brought us so close. Despite the 1 year age gap, I am glad that I am able to learn so much from you! Thanks for everything my dear! I really hope that you will find your Mr right in this VERY year!
Jacyn - *waves* I am glad that even though we seldom meet up much.. I am still one of your priortise list for for ur brides maid! Hehe! Thanks for the few mini meetups and I really truely wish that you will get the bestest relationship in this very year!
Lisa - We met up for... 2 times this year! ( WHAT HAPPEN!!) Alright! I shall forgive you since we have been talking so much on the phone! Hehe! U will be getting onto your successful life soon.. and I am really so happy for you! I am thankful for having you as a bestie.. and please... plan for next year meetup ok? Where's our supposedly monthly meeting? HEhe!
ALright! Now that I am done on my resolutions (though not that done), I shall head back to work right now! Have a great day!
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Quiet lunching moments
I could finally find some soothing time to blog at my pleasure. I chose to stay-in during lunch time so that I can enjoy the scenic view of the landscape around Novena. *I'm on the 22nd lvl f.y.i!
Xmas is coming and I'm so looking forward to it! I have gotten some important presents and am waiting for the bf to finish his papers so that we can shop for more!
Life for me have been rather good! But, I am down with the lousy flu! Feeling so lethargic every now and then! I'm quite happy with work as I saw opportunities coming in every now and then!
I have to go now.. It's one! I gtg for my qualification test! Wish me luck!
Xmas is coming and I'm so looking forward to it! I have gotten some important presents and am waiting for the bf to finish his papers so that we can shop for more!
Life for me have been rather good! But, I am down with the lousy flu! Feeling so lethargic every now and then! I'm quite happy with work as I saw opportunities coming in every now and then!
I have to go now.. It's one! I gtg for my qualification test! Wish me luck!
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Adapting a new corporate life
Life at my new job have been fantastic. The pace is fast and challenging and people I meet there are almost around the world! All the way from German, India, US, Austrailia, Japan and Korea! I must really say that this new job have totally reform me to some mature lady!
However, one major downside for this job is that it requires me to buy MORE NEW CLOTHES and HEELS! Seriously, being petite is a major DISADVANTAGE even though it might be an advantage for a reason to get more new clothes and shoes! I have just purchased 3 dresses for some special meeting but what a big flop, the ITEM hasnt arrived yet and the meeting is TOMORROW! Grr!
Life with the boyfriend had a little crisis. Probably it was because of his exams or probably I was too stress out! Whatever it is, we made our little pinky promise that life will be better after the 21st! At times, I am glad to construct a fight with the bf cause I believe that it somehow helped us to understand better which it DID! It brought us closer after that big fight on friday night! And I was elated when he told me that he loves me alot and wouldnt want to have any other similar fight anymore! hehe! I LOVE U TOO DEAR!
Alrighty, I'm awesomely tired after running around the office! Need to read my work bible before sleeping! :) Bye!
However, one major downside for this job is that it requires me to buy MORE NEW CLOTHES and HEELS! Seriously, being petite is a major DISADVANTAGE even though it might be an advantage for a reason to get more new clothes and shoes! I have just purchased 3 dresses for some special meeting but what a big flop, the ITEM hasnt arrived yet and the meeting is TOMORROW! Grr!
Life with the boyfriend had a little crisis. Probably it was because of his exams or probably I was too stress out! Whatever it is, we made our little pinky promise that life will be better after the 21st! At times, I am glad to construct a fight with the bf cause I believe that it somehow helped us to understand better which it DID! It brought us closer after that big fight on friday night! And I was elated when he told me that he loves me alot and wouldnt want to have any other similar fight anymore! hehe! I LOVE U TOO DEAR!
Alrighty, I'm awesomely tired after running around the office! Need to read my work bible before sleeping! :) Bye!
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